like these….. I’m not getting depressed. I’m not really unhappy, just don’t feel well. My life is not like I would like it to be at the moment. I know this happens and the winter is coming and everybody is kind of unhappy because of the weather and the fog and whatever. NO. NO. That’s not it.

I know there will be other days. I know life will be better. I know my mood will change. And I have to function. I have to go to work. I have to care about the children. And all the other stuff. I do that. It’s just – I don’t feel well.

My brain is so full. I need input but something different. This is not what I want. I need a change, vacation, whatever. Hopefully it will come soon.